Monday, September 2, 2013

Zhariff in Hospital

Zhariff was infected with Bronchitis and now at Gleneagles Hospital Kuala Lumpur. It was all too sudden. His chest all suddenly full of phlegm. He has been having on and off fever but certainly there were no signs of him having any chest pains or any sounds coming from his chest during the build up. Mama just flew off to Manchester in the evening and Zhariff had a severe coughing and chest discomfort that same night at around 9pm when Papa was watching JDT played T-Team. Papa was shocked at the condition and sudden spike in temperature. Bibik should have told Papa earlier.

Now Zhariff got detained at the hospital for at least 3 days and treated with Pulmicort, Ventolin, Rocephin/Zinacef. Wow.. that's a lot of medicine.

Zhariff had trouble sleeping due to chest discomfort for the last 2 nights. Hopefully things will get better today. Ian and Tokmi are at home.

Papa, Jarip and Jirap at the back.

Early morning Starbucks coffee for Papa after one long night.

Papa and Zhariff fooling around the next day.

A Happy Boy..

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Thursday, March 28, 2013


Papa demam today.. The journey is still far ahead.. Ya Allah kuatkanlah aku untuk membesarkan anak2ku..

Ian's got his holiday programme today..

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Being Single Parent

It's tough being a single parent. After subuh, slept again but got woken up by Ian.. Straight up from bed and Checked up on Zhariff if he still had a fever.. Thank God, he's already ok.. Checked his bisul on his head.. Pus has come out.. Put fobancourt.. put on shirt and pants went to pasar as food almost run out in the house.. Took ian along.. Bought fish, chicken, onions, some vege, carrots, garlic.. Carried all these and Ian on me.. Before that had breakfast at our usual nasi lemak place .. Because that's the only place that ian likes.. So to persuade him to eat.. That place had to be it.. At home, still feeling sleepy.. But remember about zhariff and his bubur.. Tumis and put all the chicken the boys' soup ready.. Then blend it with rice for zhariff. Thank God both boys liked it although it's Papa's first try..

Then played with Ian.. Of toys bought at Toys R Us Ikano yesterday.. Wooden Mater and torque and the train track..

Then fed ian again with nasi and chicken soup..

Before that ian terberak in his pants, so had to wash his stuff and his soiled pants..

Before sleep, got ian's stuff ready for tomorrow.. His shirt, toys, biscuits and also ikan jenahak.. Marinaded with curry powder so that Papa can cook early tomorrow morning so that ian can bring as his bekal to mak's house..

Ian playing drum

Ian took this from the drawer and put it around his neck. It's just ian and papa now.. Tok Mi no longer with really tests Papa's resolve / semangat berjuang untuk anak-anak..

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Danial Zhariff & Ian Rafique

Both boys now are living with Papa, Tok Mi and Bibik. Life can be a challenge at times but Ian and Zhariff stick to Papa when the going gets tough. Ian now registered with Lorna Whiston School and has been asking Papa to send him to the school during weekdays (His classess are only on Saturdays). Papa has put Zhariff on Similac gain  milk formula so that he can catch up with his ideal weight. He currently weighs around 7.3kg when his ideal weight should be around 8kg. Papa's target is for his weight to reach above 10kg by the time he is One.

Monday, January 7, 2013


Zhariff was born on 12.6.12. Such a nice number.. He was born in UK.
A few weeks after he was born we had to go down to London to do his passport. He's gonna be an active but cool guy when he grows up. Life has been a challenge for Papa to raise two boys. It's tough but for my kids, tired and exhaustion are not things that can weigh me down..

Ya Allah.. Kuatkan semangat Papa & ansk2 Papa..